and now, resuming my position

I’m really tired.

I have a lot to say but I have to pace myself.  It has to come out kind of in the sequence in which I discovered it or it won’t make as much sense.  During my worst times I always wished someone would tell me some of the details of how to get better the way they did.  For example I would read the first few pages of a book like Anthony Robbins’ Awaken the Giant Within, and he would quickly gloss over the “I was depressed and I sucked part” and suddenly he was onto how heroic he was able to be now.  This always caused me to stop reading these motivational type books.  I hated that as it was missing a huge chunk in the middle.  That long process of being a crappy little slug.  What things made you get from point A to point B dammit?  What happened in between?

So I will pace myself.  We’ve got some time, right?

Good night.

(photo by Thedoghouse.net)

Look at this face!  The neighbour gives him treats and cuddles him over the fence every day because his owners ignore him.  AHHHH!  I ache to pet him and walk him and… and… OWN him!  I hate when people get a dog and leave it alone all the time.  His collar looks a little tight.  I want him.   :(